芒果街上的小屋
《芒果街上的小屋》 一本优美纯净的小书,一本“诗小说”。由几十个短篇组成,语言清澈如流水,点缀着零落的韵脚和新奇的譬喻,如一首首长歌短调,各自成韵,又彼此钩连,汇聚出一个清晰世界,各样杂沓人生。所有的讲述都归于一个叙述中心:居住在芝加哥拉美移民社区芒果街上的女孩埃斯佩朗莎。生就对弱的同情心和对美的感觉力,她用清澈的眼打量周围的世界,用美丽稚嫩的语言讲述成长、沧桑、生命的美好与不易和年轻的热望与梦想,梦想有一所自己的房子,梦想在写作中追寻自我,获得自由和帮助别人的能力。
Hairs
Everybody in our family has different hair. My Papa"s hair is like a broom, all up in the air. And me, my hair is lazy. It never obeys barrettes or bands. Carlos" hair is thick and straight. He doesn"t need to comb it. Nenny"s hair is slippery--slides out of your hand. And Kiki, who is the youngest, has hair like fur.
But my mother"s hair, my mother"s hair, like little rosettes, like little candy circles all curly and pretty because she pinned it in pincurls all day, sweet to put your nose into when she is holding you, holding you and you feel safe, is the warm smell of bread before you bake it, is the smell when she makes room for you on her side of the bed still warm with her skin, and you sleep near her, the rain outside falling and Papa snoring. The snoring, the rain, and Mama’s hair that smells like bread.
头发
我们家里每个人的头发都不一样。爸爸的头发像扫把,根根直立往上插。而我,我的头发挺懒惰。它从来不听发夹和发带的话。卡洛斯的头发又直又厚。他不用梳头。蕾妮的头发滑滑的——会从你手里溜走。还有奇奇,他最小,茸茸的头发像毛皮。
只有妈妈的头发,妈妈的头发,好像一朵朵小小的玫瑰花结[ 玫瑰花结是指玫瑰花状的圆形花饰]。
一枚枚小小的糖果圈儿,全都那么拳曲,那么漂亮,因为她成天给它们上发卷。把鼻子伸进去闻一闻吧,当她搂着你时。当她搂着你时,你觉得那么安全,闻到的气味又那么香甜。是那种待烤的面包暖暖的香味,是那种她给你让出一角被窝时,和着体温散发的芬芳。你睡在她身旁,外面下着雨,爸爸打着鼾。哦,鼾声、雨声,还有妈妈那闻起来像面包的头发。
Darius and the Clouds
You can never have too much sky. You can fall asleep and wake up drunk on sky, and sky can keep you safe when you are sad. Here there is too much sadness and not enough sky. Butterflies too are few and so are flowers and most things that are beautiful. Still, we take what we can get and make the best of it.
Darius, who doesn"t like school, who is sometimes stupid and mostly a fool, said something wise today, though most days he says nothing. Darius, who chases girls with firecrackers or a stick that touched a rat and thinks he"s tough, today pointed up because the world was full of clouds, the kind like pillows.
You all see that cloud, that fat one there? Darius said, See that? Where? That one next to the one that look like popcorn. That one there. See that. That"s God, Darius said.God? somebody little asked. God, he said, and made it simple.
大流士和云
你永远不能拥有太多的天空。你可以在天空下睡去,醒来又沉醉。在你忧伤的时候,天空会给你安慰。可是忧伤太多,天空不够。蝴蝶也不够,花儿也不够。大多数美的东西都不够。于是,我们取我们所能取,好好地享用。
大流士[ 也是古代波斯帝国国王的名字。一代雄主大流士大帝在位期间(前522—前486),对内强化君主专制,对外实行大规模军事扩张,使得波斯帝国进入全盛期。自命不凡的他曾在贝希斯敦的悬崖上刻下铭文:“我,大流士,伟大的王、万邦之王、波斯之王……我是国王。”后世因此尊他为“万王之王”。],不喜欢上学的他,有时很傻,几乎是个笨人,今天却说了一句聪明的话,虽然大多数日子他什么都不说。大流士,喜欢用爆竹,用碰过老鼠的小棍子去追逐女孩,还以为自己很了不起的他,今天却指着天空,因为那里有满天的云朵,像枕头样的云朵。
你们都看到那朵云了,那朵胖乎乎的云了?大流士说,看到了?哪里?那朵看起来像爆米花的旁边的那朵。那边那朵。看,那是上帝。大流士说。上帝?有个小点的问道。上帝。他说。简洁地说。
Cathy Queen of Cats
She says, I am the great great grand cousin of the queen of France. She lives upstairs, over there, next door to Joe the baby-grabber. Keep away from him, she says. He is full of danger. Benny and Blanca own the corner store. They"re okay except don"t lean on the candy counter. Two girls raggedy as rats live across the street. You don"t want to know them. Edna is the lady who owns the building next to you. She used to own a building big as a whale, but her brother sold it. Their mother said no, no, don"t ever sell it. I won"t. And then she closed her eyes and he sold it. Alicia is stuck-up ever since she went to college. She used to like me but now she doesn"t.
Cathy who is queen of cats has cats and cats and cats. Baby cats, big cats, skinny cats, sick cats. Cats asleep like little donuts. Cats on top of the refrigerator. Cats taking a walk on the dinner table. Her house is like cat heaven.
You want a friend, she says. Okay, I"ll be your friend. But only till next Tuesday. That"s when we move away. Got to. Then as if she forgot I just moved in, she says the neighborhood is getting bad.
Cathy"s father will have to fly to France one day and find her great great distant grand cousin on her father"s side and inherit the family house. How do I know this is so? She told me so. In the meantime they"ll just have to move a little farther north from Mango Street, a little farther away every time people like us keep moving in.
猫皇后凯茜
猫皇后凯茜[在刘易斯·卡洛尔的《爱丽丝镜中奇遇记》中,有这样一节:爱丽丝一梦醒来,发现纸牌皇后变成了她的小猫。卡洛尔是对作者影响颇深的作家。此篇或许是个例证。在这里,小姑娘凯茜的绰号,以及她自称和法兰西皇后的亲缘,都暗合了卡洛尔童话中的情节。因此,凯茜、猫和皇后的关联指向一个暗嵌的典故。这既是对自己喜爱的大师的致礼,也延伸了作品的内涵。]
她说,我是法兰西皇后的远远远房表亲。她住在楼上,那边,那个“捉小孩的人”乔的隔壁。离他远点,她告诉我说,他很危险。街角那家小店是宾尼和布兰卡的。他们还蛮好,可只是靠在糖果柜台上时才对你好。两个像老鼠一样邋遢的女孩住在街对面。你不会想去认识她们的。埃德娜是你家隔壁房子的主人。她过去有幢大得像鲸鱼的房子,可她弟弟把它卖了。他们的妈妈说,别,别呀,千万别卖。我不会的。可后来她一闭眼,他就卖了它。阿莉西娅自从上了大学就傲气起来了。她过去挺喜欢我,可现在不了。
猫皇后凯茜养了好多好多好多猫。猫宝宝、大个猫、瘦猫、病猫。睡姿像个面包圈的猫。爬到冰箱顶上的猫。在餐桌上散步的猫。她的房子就像个猫天堂。
第5节:猫皇后凯茜(2)
你想要个朋友。她说,好的,我会做你的朋友,可只能做到下星期二,那时我们就得搬走了,不得不搬了。然后,她似乎忘了我才搬进来,说,这个社区的人越来越杂了。
凯茜的父亲有一天会要飞到法国去,找到远方的、她父亲那边的远远远房表亲,去继承家宅。我是怎么知道这些的呢?是她告诉我的。同时,他们要从芒果街向北面搬迁,离开这里一点路,在每次像我们这样的人家不断搬进来的时候。[ 要明白这段话,须了解上世纪六十年代的社会背景:在芝加哥,因为文化、经济和种族等方面的差异,相对贫困的拉丁裔移民大量涌入某个社区,原来居住在这里的白人就会选择搬迁,到以白人为主的社区里去。 ]